I am so totally fucked up and I’m gonna have to live with it for the rest of my life. I try to get better but I always come back to the same spot I was two years ago. I love who I am but a part of me wishes I could go back to who I used to be just a little.
Sam from Perks of Being a Wallflower said how she’d been with a lot of guys and drank a lot to forget. I did the same thing…I wonder when I’ll meet my Charlie.
I’m not fixed yet and I don’t know when or if it’s even possible to be fixed or if it’s just called love.
CAROLINE MALLOY 